game?

'sometimes i feel so tired cos i struggle to cope with life. and i thought how much easier it would be if i didn't 'know' the rules to life. that not accepting Christ = death.'


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i'm sick of playing the game of religion


(the above phrases are quoted out of the entirety of the oringinal context. i just extracted these as they aptly describe how i feel. for now, everything goes under the carpet and im happy. tell me it's temporal, but allow me to indulge in it, for a while. all will be fine, one day.)