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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

love song for #1

christmas service was surreal. worship was good. sermon was simple, back-to-basic, with a heart. i was there, and i thank michelle for that. pastor shared a beautiful story, one that spoke to me.

  • the drawbridge keeper


John Griffeth lived in the western part of the United States [Oklahoma, according to some versions] during the depression years of dustbowls, dryness and drought. Married in 1929, the Griffeths watched their farming dreams blow into dust. Finally, they gathered their little son with their meager belongings and moved east.

There John landed a job at the Mississippi River tending a drawbridge. One summer day [April 5 in one version] in 1937, he took his son to spend the day with him. Wide-eyed and full of questions, Greg watched his father as he raised the bridge to let the ships pass, then lowered it for the great trains to roar across the river.

About noon, John put up the bridge and sat with Greg on an observation platform to eat their lunches. They enjoyed the activity on the waterfront. John dreamed about traveling so he told Greg stories about the ships and where they were headed. He was so caught up in the stories that he lost consciousness of time. Suddenly he was awakened by the shrill whistle of a locomotive. He glanced at his watch, noting that it was nearly time for the Memphis Express.

John made his way to the gear-room, sat on the stool and took the lever in hand. He looked up the river and back down to see if any ships were coming. Then he glanced below ... Wait! No! No! This can't be! Terror gripped him as his heart leaped into his throat and his blood froze in his veins! Evidently, Greg tried to follow his father, slipped off the catwalk and fell into the massive gears below. His leg was caught and as sure as the sun rises in the morning, if the bridge was lowered six tons of revolving metal would grind him to death!

Mind spinning, John frantically sought for answers! He thought, "I'll run back, tie a rope, let myself down..." -- but, no! There was not a third of the needed time.


John moaned! He was trembling and perspiring as his eyes brimmed with tears. The shrill cry of the train whistle was alarmingly close. More than anything, he wanted to spare his son; but if he did many would die! There was no other way to spare their lives! Stricken and overwhelmed with grief, John bowed his quivering head, covered his eyes, and released the lever. The gear room shook as the wheels turned and the great bridge settled down into place. In moments it was over and the Memphis Express came roaring past.

John lifted his head and looked in the train. There a man read the morning news, the conductor was looking at his watch, and a woman in the dining car was feeding her little girl with a long spoon. No one noticed the heart-broken Griffeth. No one was aware of the grieving father or the newly torn body of his dear son.

Choking with passion John called out, "What's the matter with you people? I just GAVE MY SON for you! Don't you even care?" Nobody heard; nobody looked; nobody knew and no one responded as the train disappeared across the river.


'for God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' - john3:16


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God hates Loneliness.
Lifeguard.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

marcus is away and may not reply

dear friends,

i'll be leaving for KL from the 15th Dec (Sat) - 18th Dec (Tues) for a short family retreat. i'll be back with new stories and hopefully find time to really put together a summary of 2007 and my resolutions for 2008.

meanwhile, do take good care of yourselves.


more fun times await,
marcus
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a big thank you to all of you
who showered your
concern for me with
regards to my angst-filled
post. things have simmered
a little at home for now and
i am coping. :)

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

save me

Everything is warped. ****ed up, damn ****ed up. I don’t know what is happening anymore. God if you don’t intervene now, I’ll go mad soon. I swear.

I apologize for the use of expletives, but I am only human.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

many people, alone.


manyaroundyou, butmany alone.



who is by your side, but God?
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